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Surprise!!!!

2010-04-26T08:36:00.000-07:00

I thought this post would be better suited by itself.

We have a new surprise in the Veazie Family. As of christmas we have discovered that we are going to be having another baby =)

I started out sicker then ive ever been with any of the other kids. I felt like I had the flu every day for a total of 4 months straight, the Dr. tried so nicely to put me on some meds to help with the nausea but all it did was put me to sleep and didnt help the nausea part. So of course I just put up with it, eating green apples, popsciles, and sniffing peppermint oil every chance i got to keep my food down. The baby and I made with grace, strong and brave.

The little bean inside kept a smile on my face no matter what. Instead of hearing the heart beat at our 11 week appt we got to see it. The dr. couldnt find it, im guessing its because the baby was hidding and wiggling so much, I remember cuz all i could see was a little gummy bear on the screen wiggling and dancing like crazy. We all laughed and waved at it and watched it wave back. The kids thought this was amazing to see. The dr. was amazed at how much the baby wiggled and moved he even sat in amazement at how much our little one was dancing!!

Well the baby is healthy as far as we can see, I soon got over my nausea. Still tired and drained a lot I still found the energy to clean and keep up with the kids. My belly started popping out. I still fit amazingly in my size 16s and was very proud of that but had to cover up the bump with a maternity shirt.

I soon since then have blossomed into size 18 pants or maternity which ever feels the best (sometimes its pajamas for the day =) But happy to finally have a belly to prove I really am pregnant and I look it too.

At around 16 weeks I started feeling flutter which was fun, I always love that part knowing I now know there really is a baby in there and it can now let me know that its there and it loves me. I have now been able to enjoy my pregnancy, even though this one seems to drain me and wants me to eat mexican food on a daily basis =)

Since it has taken me so long to recover my blogger, we have also found out the gender of our little one. We found out in April at 16 weeks, I of course cried my eyes out and so did samara, we are finally getting another little GIRL!!! My husband and I are so excited.

I told greg that since it will be the first girl in 20 some odd years and his first (we met when sam was 1) that he could name her. He picked out the beautiful name Cali, I then found in a baby book a variation of the name Callia meaning "beloved" and its also french so we thought it fitting since, mine, my grandmother, and my mothers names are all french that her name should now be Callia and her middle name after my mother, Antoinett (ann) So let it be told her name is: (maybe spelled different in the future there are so many variations we are finding, to help people pronounce it better) Callia Ann Veazie.

All the emotions running through me (not to mention extra girl hormones) are like a dream. Its been almost 7 years since ive had a sweet, soft , little girl. Since its been ruff and tumble boys. Every time i feel her kick or move its amazing. I think of what she will look like and how soft she will feel to hold in my arms and cuddle. I want her to be as healthy as can be. With every breathe and move I make all I can think is "am i keeping her safe enough?" "am I doing everything right?" I am so paranoid about my every move and what I eat its crazy. Even greg has become softer with the thought of "his" little girl inside of me. He is so loving and caring (not that he wasnt before) and has now become very protective of me and helps me watch what I eat and how I feel, not to mention its gotten hot and ive started swelling at 20 weeks. He worries about that and puts my feet up every chance he gets. I had toxemia with two of the kids and it can put me and the baby in danger so he watches me like a hawk. I think its cute. He love us so much.

Sad to say but excited at the same time this will be the last baby in the veazie family. One of us will be getting fixed, with his mine and ours, we have a house full 6 kids for us is enough and we love each and everyone of them so much. Our heart is filled with so much love, and so is our home! Mission Completed!!!!!

Update On The Veazie Family

2010-04-26T08:01:00.000-07:00

Sorry its been so dang long since i have last written. I had a long process of problems recovering my blogger =( But its okay i can now get back to it and update everyone on the cute little family of mine that I love so much!!

So update on Samara: She is now almost finished with kindergarten all ready I cant believe how big she has gotten. She is smarter then ever of course and loves school. She is doing great making friends in her class, even though she can be a little bossy they love her anyways.

She has now lost a total of 2 teeth, (yes we are going to be broke with the thought of her teeth and 3 more children to go lol) the tooth fairy has been very busy, and is now awaiting a 3rd tooth coming soon.

Zaiden: He has become such a handsome big boy. He has been following his big sisters every move still, and wanting his big boy teeth out now. He even let his sister try and pull one out (not a good idea).

He is hopefully getting ready to start at SUU Headstart preaschool in the fall, we applied and are awaiting confirmation. We had gotten samara in the year before so not doubting that we wont get in. Im excited he really needs this school, I feel he is a little behind and needs the individual attention from teachers and needs to be able to make some friends. He is the middle child and has a big middle child complex, but we are working on it with little progress.

He has become very head strong and will try anything to get his way even bat his beautiful hazel eyes thinking he will win me over!! Ha not this time!

Xander: He has bloomed so much, talking up a storm, and eating more and more like his big brother to get big and strong. he is definitely a mammas boy following me around and wanting to be by my side no matter what im doing he always wants to be there helping me or just relaxing. He was a chill baby and he is a chill little boy.

He has become so smart surpassing his brother in wit, im afraid i am very much in trouble with this one. He is always trying new things, climbing anything he can to get to where he wants, and teasing me when i say "no" with being his funny self. He is such a ham!! He can also be very loving and sensitive at the same time.

He loves his big brother and tries to follow his every move. Its so fun to see the train of kids!!

Greg and I: Greg is working hard as ever to keep this house hold together. He helps me so much at home and yet works so hard outside of the home so I dont have too.

Around Halloween time we found an abandoned kitten that was the size of my hand, the size of a dollar. He has since then stolen our hearts and is now a permanent part of our lives, the kids love him so much he has become zaidens new playmate and best friend!

The family is growing in more ways then one and I love every minute of it!!

Halloween Birthday Party!!

2009-11-11T13:11:00.000-08:00

Well Xander turned the big 2 in October and Samara turned the big 6 in November, so this year we decided to do a double Halloween Birthday party for the kids and it turned out awesome we had a lot of kids and parents show up for the fun event, we served hot dogs and chips, and greg made the awesome spooky cakes lol check out all the cute costumes and fun cakes!! Love ya.

HAPPY HALLOWEEN EVERYONE!!! LOVE THE VEAZIE FAMILY!!!!!

Finally an update!!

2009-10-18T15:22:00.000-07:00

So after trying very hard to get into my account i finally managed to get in WOO HOO!! So here i am updating after a long break.

UPDATE #1 We have moved YAY!! After debating forever and ever we finally decided to move, we wanted to find a better neighborhood and we did its great. We have nice neighbors and there are children everywhere for the kids to play with. We have a great new fenced half backyard and a fun full side yard with lots of grass that we have found all the kids love to come and play in.

We have more room then we could ever even imagine then we had before and a nice laundry room to enjoy instead of doing our laundry in the hallway! We are now settled in and loving it.

UPDATE #2 We are going to be having a double birthday party for samara and xander this year YAY AGAIN!!! We are doing a costume party. My mom has moved to georgia and is going to be down that weekend and my grandma has even decided to make a whole weekend out of it and come down and take the kids shopping YAY SOME MORE!! We are excited to have her down here for the visit and fun. Samara will be turning the big 6 and Xander will be the big 2 WOOT!! Im looking forward to the big fun day with lots of kids, face painting, games, cake and ice cream and fun!! Ill post pics after the fun party.

UPDATE #3 As i mentioned before in the update above my mommy has moved to georgia. Its been a great experience for her, in a new place with new weather and friends. So far she is not too fond of the weather but is loving her new job and friends. She also enjoys taking breaks to come back and visit of course and we love having her when we can.

UPDATE #4 Since samara is the big 6 now that can only mean one thing... yup folks she is now officially a KINDERGARDENER WOOOOOOOT!!! She has long awaited this time and is loving it. She is such a big girl riding the bus to and from school, making new friends on the bus and in school and bringing home lots of homework and fun projects that she is doing and has done. Also she has had her first school pictures done. They arent the greatest as for some reason she did not smile her brightest smile, which surprises me because she is usually the greatest and most cheesiest girl of them all but it just so happens not on this day, but she likes them so we opted out of the retakes. So here it is guys her cute new pics.

Well i think that is all the updates i have for now!! Hope you enjoy!

Parent- Job description

2009-06-05T07:08:00.000-07:00

This is hysterical. If it had been presented this way, Im not sure if any of us would have done it!!

POSITION :
Mom, Mommy, Mama, Ma
Dad, Daddy, Dada, Pa, Pop

JOB DESCRIPTION :

Long term, team players needed, for challenging, permanent work in an often chaotic environment. Candidates must possess excellent communication and organizational skills and be willing to work variable hours, which will include evenings and weekends and frequent 24 hour shifts on call. Some overnight travel required, including trips to primitive camping sites on rainy weekends and endless sports tournaments in far away cities! Travel expenses not reimbursed. Extensive courier duties also required.

RESPONSIBILITIES :

The rest of your life.
Must be willing to be hated, at least temporarily, until someone needs $5..
Must be willing to bite tongue repeatedly.
Also, must possess the physical stamina of a pack mule and be able to go from zero to 60 mph in three seconds flat in case, this time, the screams from the backyard are not someone just crying wolf.
Must be willing to face stimulating technical challenges, such as small gadget repair, mysteriously sluggish toilets and stuck zippers.
Must screen phone calls, maintain calendars and coordinate production of multiple homework projects.
Must have ability to plan and organize social gatherings for clients of all ages and mental outlooks.
Must be willing to be indispensable one minute, an embarrassment the next.
Must handle assembly and product safety testing of a half million cheap, plastic toys, and battery operated devices.
Must always hope for the best but be prepared for the worst.
Must assume final, complete accountability for the quality of the end product.
Responsibilities also include floor maintenance and janitorial work throughout the facility.

POSSIBILITY FOR ADVANCEMENT & PROMOTION :

None.
Your job is to remain in the same position for years, without complaining, constantly retraining and updating your skills, so that those in your charge can ultimately surpass you.

PREVIOUS EXPERIENCE :

None required unfortunately.
On-the-job training offered on a continually exhausting basis.

WAGES AND COMPENSATION :

Get this! You pay them!
Offering frequent raises and bonuses.
A balloon payment is due when they turn 18 because of the assumption that college will help them become financially independent.
When you die, you give them whatever is left. The oddest thing about this reverse-salary scheme is that you actually enjoy it and wish you could only do more..

BENEFITS :

While no health or dental insurance, no pension, no tuition reimbursement, no paid holidays and no stock options are offered; this job supplies limitless opportunities for personal growth, unconditional love, and free hugs and kisses for life if you play your cards right.

Forward this on to all the PARENTS you know, in appreciation for everything they do on a daily basis, letting them know they are appreciated for the fabulous job they do.
OR forward with love to anyone thinking of applying for the job.

** AND A FOOTNOTE 'THERE IS NO RETIREMENT -- EVER!!!

Times are tuff....

2009-06-05T07:01:00.001-07:00

Times are tuff I never thought it would get this bad. My grandfather passed away and my grandma is having a hard time. My mom is having a hard time, and now finally we are now feeling the effects of the economy and the hard times. It is not easy watching people struggle especially the ones you are close to.

Im hoping that looking to the future and seeing the good things that are to come with help all of us over come this trying time. Just know i love you and there is hope. Just live it up and have fun cuz our time is so short. Just be with the ones you love and enjoy your time and theirs cuz it can be gone before you know it. As noted in kye's obit. "Cherish all the times you have 'cause in a split second everything can be gone."

Kittens, Kittens, and More Kittens

2009-06-05T06:43:00.000-07:00

So in the middle of getting excited about catching up my blog, I realized there is so much i have not posted lately. Our Momma cat princess had babies, and to our surprise they have turned into little white siamese (not what we were expecting if you couldn't tell) Our mamma cat is very black and fluffy and the cat we thought got her pregnant was evidently not the one lol.

The birth was amazing and she pulled through like a champ giving birth to three little ones and it just so happened to be mothers day. It was the best mothers day gift of all.

Since they have been born they have become so playful and fluffy. Their colors have changed in so many ways its been really neat to watch them grow. At the moment they have become adventurous and discovered they can leave the bathroom. That has been quite the trick lol. Any one else want to add more craziness to the family??? BRING IT ON!!

Here are some pictures of our fun little rug rats.

MOMMA CAT WITH HER BABIES.

THIS IS THE FIRST BABY AND WHAT THEY LOOKED LIKE WHEN THEY WERE BORN.

THE TROUBLE MAKERS NOW.

CUTE LITTLE FACES AND TAIL.

Sleep Anyone???

2009-06-05T06:33:00.000-07:00

So this morning I got woke up to alot of slamming doors and frusteration. I was up all night with our 3 little kittens and momma cat. It seems the little ones are starving and mamma cant feed them she is very sore. It looks like they have scratched her tummy up. I will just have to go get them some soft food from the store and hope they get the concepts of eating out of a bowl.

On another note kids....... oh where do i begin with the kids? They dont sleep.... Ever!! It seems that no matter what time they go to bed they are up at the crack of light. I dont normally let them stay up late, but summer is here and if the kids are behaved and happy then i let them stay up a few hours extra and let them have some fun. Otherwise its early bedtime. They are in bed by 8 but dont go to sleep till like 10 it seems. Then once again they are up at 5,6,7........ Oh man am i tired.

It seems to me im always fighting with my husband on who gets to sleep in. I guess one day when the kids are all grown up we will get plenty but until then ill just have to take mini naps and wake up with key board prints on my forehead trying to stay awake lol.

Catching up on life

2009-04-12T08:23:00.000-07:00

This last year just flew by so fast, but so far the new year has brought alot of good things along with a tiny bad.

I have currently become a stay at home mom once again (prob. just for the summer) im looking forward to the fun times at the water park, picnics in the park, fun little shopping sprees at the DI and walmart. My kids are so much fun, full of life and adventure its great to be with them, and watch them grow.

Samara will be starting kindergarten in August, Zaiden turns 3 in one week, and Xander is 1 and a half and all over the place learning how to get into mischief with his brother and sister.

So far that is what has happened and is happening in our life. Ill make sure to post pics of our fun easter in a little while. Loves to everyone and their families. HAPPY EASTER.

Its been awhile

2009-04-12T08:10:00.000-07:00

So its been awhile since ive been on. I have been one busy mamma. I was working over at Cracker Barrel as a cashier for a while and it took alot out of me, so between that and the kids my time has been limited. Also along with the new year, my grandfather whom I loved more then life itself, died February 28th, 2009. He was my rock, like a father to me, the one person I could talk to about anything, or just cry to and would talk me down. I miss him so much it hurts. I can even still hear his voice, smell his cologne, and feel his warm hugs and hand on my cheek. So grandpa this post is for you.....

I LOVE YOU THATS WHO!!!!

R.I.P DGN

Does anyone even read these things??

2009-01-31T07:06:00.001-08:00

So does anyone ever check these blogs?? Is it really something i should keep doing?? If you do come say hi!!

Baby Tag (xander) Third Born Oct. 29 2007

2008-12-18T13:37:00.000-08:00

1.Where were you when you first found out that you were pregnant? At Home
2.Who was with you? Just me
3.How did you find out that you were pregnant? Pregnancy test
4.What was your first reaction to finding out you were pregnant? surprised/ Very Excited
5.Who was the first person you told? Greg
6.Did you plan to get pregnant? Kind of just let it happen when it did
7.Did you tell everyone else right away? Yes we did
8.Was everybody happy for you? SO excited!
9.Did you go out and celebrate? No not really.
10.Did you want to find out the sex? Heck YES!
11.What was the sex? Cutest little BOY ever!
12.Did anyone throw you a baby shower? No we decided not to, we allready had a little boy, and people brought stuff for us anyways.
13. Did you get any outfits at the baby shower that you just knew that you wouldn't put on your baby? I didnt have a shower for this one but the clothes that peole brought were adorable of course.
14.How much weight did you gain? 30lb this time i was allready over weight.
15.Did you lose all of the weight that you gained? No none of it thats one of the reasons we decided to just go ahead and have our cute little bundle of joy as early after our last baby as we did, that and to be done with having kids.
16.Did you get any stretch marks? No i allready had plenty from the last two and tons of fat for him to stretch and play around in lol.
17.What did you crave the most? Salad and lots of sugary sweet things.
18.Did you crave anything crazy? Not really
19.Who or what got on your nerves? Samara at the time we were potty training it took us 2 years to get it down.
20.Did you have any complications during your pregnancy? Nope
21.Where and when did you go into labor? I didnt they induced me at the hospital a week early.
22.Did your water break? No they broke it
23.Who drove you to the hospital? Greg
24.Who was in the room when you gave birth? Greg, Grandma, My mom, and the nurses. Dr. Thompson didnt end up making it in time to deliver xander came out himself.
25.Did you go early or late? 1 week early.
26.How long were you in labor for? About 8 hours or so i think cuz i got induced but cant remember the time and they had a really hard time getting him to drop down cuz his head was wrapped up in the cord (they didnt know.)
27.Did you have any drugs for the pain? Yes of course.
28.Did you go natural or have a C-section? O natural
29.What was your first reaction after giving birth? Oh thank heavens he took a big breath and cried!!!! He wasnt breathing when he was born cuz of the cord wrapped around his neck twice, luckily we had a good nurse that sent in a breathing specialist before he was born and they saved his life.
30.How big was the baby? 8lb 6oz
31.Did your husband cry? Yes he thought we had lost him.
32.What did you name the baby? Xander KeHew
33.Does her name have any significant meaning? No not really but his middle name is his great grandpas last name so now he carries on the KeHew name.
34.Did you have any visitors? YES!!!! Many
35.Did he have any complications? Yes He wasnt breathing, but he is the happiest baby youll ever see now and perfect health.
36.How old is your baby today? 1 Year and almost 2 months
37.When is the next one coming? Greg says no more babies, but i beg to differ, Hopefully in another year or two.
38.If you could, would you do it all over again? YES

Baby Tag (zaiden) Second Baby Born April 19 2006

2008-12-18T08:00:00.000-08:00

1.Where were you when you first found out that you were pregnant? Home
2.Who was with you? Just me
3.How did you find out that you were pregnant? Pregnancy test
4.What was your first reaction to finding out you were pregnant? surprised/ Very Excited
5.Who was the first person you told? Greg
6.Did you plan to get pregnant? No not really I didnt want to but he did.
7.Did you tell everyone else right away? His family yes, but not mine.
8.Was everybody happy for you? His family was very supportive yes.
9.Did you go out and celebrate? No not really just stayed at home and played with samara, and tried to get her use to the baby that was to come.
10.Did you want to find out the sex? Heck YES!
11.What was the sex? Cutest little BOY ever!
12.Did anyone throw you a baby shower? Yes my friend crystal peterson did.
13. Did you get any outfits at the baby shower that you just knew that you wouldn't put on your baby? No everyone invited had very good taste
14.How much weight did you gain? Another 50 to 60lbs
15.Did you lose all of the weight that you gained? Some but not enough.
16.Did you get any stretch marks? Jut little tiny tiny ones on top of the ones allready there.
17.What did you crave the most? Mexican food thats how my husband knew he got me pregnant.
18.Did you crave anything crazy? Ice or gum i had a weird sensation to bite or chew.
19.Who or what got on your nerves? My husband i didnt want to be touched when i got deeper into the pregnancy.
20.Did you have any complications during your pregnancy? No not really.
21.Where and when did you go into labor? At home it started in the morning i was just really tired and crampy then i took a nap and woke up in labor, held out till 230 in the morning then went to the hospital.
22.Did your water break? No they broke it
23.Who drove you to the hospital? Greg
24.Who was in the room when you gave birth? Greg, Kira (his sister) my mom, my grandma, and Dr Thompson and nurses.
25.Did you go early or late? Late he was 3 days late.
26.How long were you in labor for? About 6 hours again
27.Did you have any drugs for the pain? Yes of course
28.Did you go natural or have a C-section? O natural
29.What was your first reaction after giving birth? Happy, but worred cuz they wanted to take him right away for breathing treatments he was all gurgly.
30.How big was the baby? 8lb 15oz
31.Did your husband cry? Ya a little it was the first time he had seen a real birth
32.What did you name the baby? Zaiden James
33.Does their name have any significant meaning? No not really but james is after my little brothers middle name and my dads brother james.
34.Did you have any visitors? YES!!!! Many
35.Did he have any complications? Yes he had a breathing problem his lungs had fluid on them, but he is perfect in every way now.
36.How old is your baby today? 3 years old in April
37.When is the next one coming? He came a year and a half later.
38.If you could, would you do it all over again? YES

Baby Tag (samara) My First Born Nov. 8th 2003

2008-12-18T07:14:00.000-08:00

1.Where were you when you first found out that you were pregnant? At my apartment with my roomates.
2.Who was with you? Me, Jaquel, Ashley, and Sarah.
3.How did you find out that you were pregnant? I took a test and my friend ashley went and read it and told me the results.
4.What was your first reaction to finding out you were pregnant? Scared, excited, nervous to tell the sperm donar and my family.
Who was the first person you told? Well scince someone else read the test them and my roomates cuz they were there.
5.Did you plan to get pregnant? No, in fact i thought i was safe. lol guess again it didnt work.
6.Did you tell everyone else right away? lol well sorta here and there when i felt brave.
8. NO! In fact i got dis-owned by my father and mother for a bit.
9.Did you go out and celebrate? Maybe in my head a few days after everything settled and i had time to think of what was coming.
10.Did you want to find out the sex? Heck YES!
11.What was the sex? A Little Girl
12.Did anyone throw you a baby shower? Yes, my mom and her friend did they were awsome.
13. Did you get any outfits at the baby shower that you just knew that you wouldn't put on your baby? No everyone invited had very good taste, Although i did get some later that we not that great and too warm for Saint George.
14.How much weight did you gain? Almost 60 pounds it was all water weight.
15.Did you lose all of the weight that you gained? Yes and then some too i went down to a size 11 i hadnt been that scince highschool.
16.Did you get any stretch marks? Ya as soon as i hit 7 months it spread like wild flower.
17.What did you crave the most? Chicken, milk, and Onion.
18.Did you crave anything crazy? Just onion and i hated onion, but it was soooo good when i was prego lol.
19.Who or what got on your nerves? Bedrest and not being able to get about and do things myself, I even had to go live with my parents cuz my life was in danger and the babys too so i was constantly monitored.
20.Did you have any complications during your pregnancy? Yes i had severe toxemia/preclampsia
21.Where and when did you go into labor? They had to induce me cuz samaras heart slowed and movement slowed, and my blood pressure shot up high, and i got sick. So they made her come out so that my blood pressure would drop.
22.Did your water break? Yea and the only time it ever has with the three kids, it was gross. I buzzed my nurse and told her my water broke or i just unwillingly peed the bed lol. She started clapping and jumping up and down and said It broke yea here comes baby sam lol. She was the cutest nurse ever.
23.Who drove you to the hospital? My mom
24.Who was in the room when you gave birth? Everybody, my mom, my grandma, my best friend tina, Sperm donar and his family, and of course dr. thompson and the nurses.
25.Did you go early or late? Two weeks early.
26.How long were you in labor for? 6 hours she was an easy baby.
27.Did you have any drugs for the pain? Yea just cuz i didnt know how much worse it could get so I just got it before i had to find out.
28.Did you go natural or have a C-section? O natural
29.What was your first reaction after giving birth? I cried, cuz she screamed till she heard my voice then she looked at my with her little goopy eyes.
30.How big was the baby? 6lb 6oz 20inches
31.Did your husband cry? Husband?? What husband the sperm donar was afraid to touch her and stood in a corner and was the last to hold her he never cared and still doesnt its been 5 years scince he has even seen her, she has no clue who he is.
32.What did you name the baby? Samara Lorraine
33.Does their name have any significant meaning? It means protected by god and lorrain is a 4th generation name.
34.Did you have any visitors? YES!!!! Many
35.Did they have any complications? Nope perfect as can be.
36.How old is your baby today? 5 years old and acting like she is 16 allready.
37.When is the next one coming? Well he came April 19 of 2006 but that is a later story.
38.If you could, would you do it all over again? YES

Im Back!!!

2008-12-12T19:05:00.000-08:00

So Im back on the internet and the phone again, connected to the world once again lol. The past two weeks have been weird but refreshingly posative for my husband and I. It helps to get away from the computer and work on the family.
Anyways im sooooo excited to be done with all my christmas shopping, and excited for the big day to come..... Bring it on Santa lol.
Love to all for the holidays.

Latley.....

2008-11-23T15:53:00.000-08:00

Latley ive been feeling down, latley ive been feeling alone, latley ive been feeling useless and unloved. Im not sure why or how. I have my children but they seem so far away, my husband is distant yet right next to me. I went to see my parents and they too seem distant and unwelcoming. I dont want to sleep anymore ive slept too much im bored, i hate my job, and i have money but yet i dont. I have little debt but i feel like everything is closing in on me. Im not on my deppresants anymore, and i dont want to ever have to go down that path again it caused me alot of sickness and pain just to remove that from my life. So now what?? What do i do and where do i go? How can i have everything at my finger tips and the world in the palm of my hand, yet i have nothing, or so it feels. I dont know just some thoughts not sure what is going on, i just know i have a throbbing in my head and all i want to do is just to be alone in my happy place, but that too will soon be gone along with everything in it.

Another thing im late on........

2008-11-22T06:18:00.000-08:00

So another thing that is dearly important that i have not posted yet, was xanders first birthday party. We had so much fun maryvesta bought the baby a cake and some balloons and made dinner for the occassion. The party was small but soooo much fun. The little guy enjoyed his day.

I didnt get too many pictures, but the cake part was the best. He got a few presents, A ball, a play table, and a bobble penguin that has balls in it and when you hit it, it sings its reallly cute. I only have pics of the activity table lol.

Pics that are not included cuz they are on poloroid: The morning of xanders birthday I took him to cracker barrel and got him a free Coca Cola Cake and let him dig in with our cracker barrel family singing happy birthday and standing right behind us to take the pics they turned out cute and we had a blast TY Cracker Barrel and Manna for the pics.

Halloween here it is.....

2008-11-22T05:48:00.000-08:00

Sorry its probably better late then never right, This ones for you Erin pics of my halloween.
We had a blast this year (no husband=( he had to work) we spent halloween with my friend Maryvesta and her kids Tia and Zack. We went trick or treating all day from like afternoon till evening so the kids at the end were sugared out and tired (we had to feed them candy all day to keep them going on to the next spot lol) So here is a kids dream day CANDY CANDY CANDY!!

On another note the next day greg had decided to start a new tradition PUMPKIN SMASHING!!

So included are some pics of the festivities and the pumpkins that didnt make it long lol.

What Movie Candy are You Most LIke??

2008-11-13T07:39:00.001-08:00

SNICKERS

Good 'ol Snickers, hasn't changed much in the years. But like the candy you are a constant for others and defy change. You are the rock, the candy all others look up to and are great for any situation.

Finish this thought.....

2008-10-13T16:58:00.000-07:00

1. I love... My Husband and My Kids

2. Right now I want... To Be Playing WOW with my hubby then off to bed.

3. I feel like... Really Truly Happy as a family.

4. I hate it when... I am sick and tired cuz im no fun.

5. I fear...losing loved ones..

6. I'm lonely without...Husband

7. I need... A Cold Drink and maybe some Nooky.

.8. Today I... Went and got the kids some new pants, took xander to the Dr., Got Olive Garden (yumm), and came home and played on the internet.

9. Tomorrow I'm... Off woohoo!! Ill take tina to work and sam to school and greg to work, it will be just me and the boys.

10. I just... Cant wait for the kids to go to bed.

11. I can't wait to meet... My Grandchildren (not now, but ya know).

12. I'm hungry for... Something sweet but im not sure what yet.

13. I love it when... Its cold outside so i can wear hoodies and jeans and a T- shirt all winter long.

14. I'm afraid of...being alone.

15. I'm listening to... My husband yap lol.

16. I'm wearing... Casual clothes- Jeans, a T-shirt, and some flip flops.

17. I wish I was in... My grandma and grandpas house

18. I'm craving... Cool aid

19. I want to get... Up and get some cool aid lol.

20. I can... Wiggle my nose like a bunny.

21. I can't... Think about my bills it stresses me out.

22. I have... to really go finish those dishes and Laundry.

23. I haven't... Bought new fun clothes for awhile, or decided on a halloween costume.

24. I'm nervous to... Say it out loud.

25. My Mom thinks I'm... "A Beautiful Girl" thats the last thing she told me.

26. My Dad thinks I'm... A Good Mother Thats the last thing he told me.

27. I think... Im pretty tired right now.

28. I'm happy when...I am with Family

29. I'm sad when... People Close to me die Or are Sad.

30. I like eating... Olive Garden

31. I hate eating... Really spicy food.

32. I love watching... The Starter Wife, and Weeds its my new thang.

33. I love listening to... Old Songs that remind me of happy memories

34. I like playing... On the computer.

35. I hate waking up to... My Kids Crying, Or my husband not in the house.

36. I can see... My Cat Kalie Playing with zaiden

37. I'm glad that... My Husband had the day off today.

38. I'm disappointed that... I Cant see my grandparents.

39. I look like...i feel tired.. (not really an appealing look, i know)

40. I wish I looked more like... I was alot thinner.

A Day in the Life of My Secret Life!!!

2008-10-13T10:30:00.000-07:00

So there you have it, now you know our secret. We play WOW!!! (aka World of Warcraft) Maybe ill explain a little bit about my secret obsession and how addicting it can be.
My husband picked up this game from his brother wes, he just made the comment that it might be something that he might enjoy. So now we have this game my husband plays all day and ignores all human life for....... but why you may ask?? Well ill tell you its AWSOME.... I began when i was a stay at home mom with Samara, and preggers with Zaiden (about 5 or 6 months along) greg had suggested i try it out and see why enjoys it so much....well he slowly taught me about the game until i was ready to try it on my own. I learned quickly finding that its more then just a game, there were people on there, people i could interact and talk with, people who were real and from all over the world enjoy the same thing i was. I slowly made friends while being in a guild (at the time my aunt and uncles guild) I was able to type a conversation with my family memebers and my friends in my group. I learned how to team play and level up with the company of others, learning about their lives in and outside of WOW. They had familys, Single, or sometimes had kids.
I soon learned the joys of WOW Chat. I put on a headset and could use my voice to talk to these players and hear their voice. Omg to hear my aunt, my uncle, my mother and my brothers voice. Knowing they were anywhere from 10min to hours maybe days away from me, i felt like they were right there with me.
Ive gained lots of friends, a couple of penpals, the newfound love and relationship i now have with my husband, and the love of something fun and joyfull.
I love my kids with all my heart, I spend all day with them being the mommy i should, but at night the games begin. Its like the vacation ive never had, just me and my husband in a new misterious world, being someone new with people that love you and dont know you, you could be anyone you wanted and they will love you know matter who you are. I love WOW its done things for my husband and i that i cant explain.
Mom and Dad by day, but WOW BY NIGHT!!!

Ways to Maintain a Healthy Level of Insanity

2008-10-11T12:07:00.000-07:00

1. At Lunch Time, Sit In Your Parked Car With Sunglasses on and point a Hair Dryer At Passing Cars. See If They Slow Down.

2. Page Yourself over The Intercom. Don't Disguise Your Voice .

3. Every Time Someone Asks You To Do Something, Ask If They Want Fries with that.
4. Put Your Garbage Can On Your Desk And Label It 'In.'

5. Put Decaf In The Coffee Maker For 3 Weeks. Once Everyone has Gotten Over Their Caffeine Addictions, Switch to Espresso.
6. In The Memo Field Of All Your Checks, Write ' For Sex'
7. Finish All Your sentences with 'In Accordance With The Prophecy.'

8. Don t use any punctuation

9. As Often As Possible, Skip Rather Than Walk .

10. Order a Diet Water whenever you go out to eat with a serious face.

11. Specify That Your Drive-through Order Is 'To Go.'
12. Sing Along At The Opera

13. Go To A Poetry Recital And Ask Why The Poems Don't Rhyme
14. Put Mosquito Netting Around Your Work Area And Play tropical Sounds All Day.
15. Five Days In Advance , Tell Your Friends You Can't Attend Their Party Because You're Not In The Mood.
16. Have Your Coworkers Address You By Your Wrestling Name, Rock Bottom.

17. When The Money Comes Out The ATM, Scream 'I Won!, I Won!'

18. When Leaving The Zoo, Start Running Towards The Parking lot, Yelling 'Run For Your Lives, They're Loose!!'
19. Tell Your Children Over Dinner. 'Due To The Economy, We Are Going To Have To Let One Of You Go.'
20. And The Final Way To Keep A Healthy Level Of Insanity.......Send This E-mail To Someone To Make Them Smile.

It's Called Therapy

3 About Me!!

2008-10-09T14:30:00.000-07:00

Three names you go by: 1. Enj 2. Beanut Butter 3. Mommy

Three things you are wearing right now: 1. Skirt (i know shocker) 2. Wedding Ring 3. my unmentionables cuz ya gotta have those.

Three of your favorite things to do: 1. My husband ha ha 2. Scrapbook 3. and Play WOW.

Three things you want very badly at the moment: 1. A Better car 2. Bills Payed 3. And a family Vacation to the sandiego zoo, sea world and Disney Land ... Ya know the whole sha bang.

Three favorite pets you have had/have 1. Of Course my cats Princess and Ka Ha 2. My dog Snickers 3. and our old turtles Squishy and Crush.

Three things you did last night: 1. Ate Pizza 2. Did Nails 3. Cried

Three things you ate today 1. Tacos 2. Pepsi (i know its a drink not and edible item) 3. Thats about it i havent had three yet and its 3:50.

Three people you last talked to: 1. Cindy 2. Tina 3. Greg

Three longest car rides: 1. Salt Lake 2. Moab 3. Las Vegas

Three favorite holidays: 1. Christmas 2. Halloween 3. Thanks Giving

Three favorite beverages: 1. Pepsi 2. Sweet Tea 3. Sex on the Beach

What Care Bear Am I??

2008-10-06T21:57:00.000-07:00

Which Care Bear Are You?

Grumpy Bear
You a Grumpy Bear! You show that it's okay to be grumpy sometimes! You show people who funny they seem when they act unhappy. You are loving, and grouchy, but perseverant.You can be accident prone and things never seem to go your way sometimes. You show that even when you are grumpy, you are always loved!

Funny Thoughts...

2008-10-06T21:30:00.000-07:00

1. Why is a person who plays the piano called a pianist, but a person who drives a race car is not called a racist??

2. Why is the man who ivests all your money called a Broker?

3. If Fed Ex and UPS were to merge, would the call it Fed Up?

4. What if your in hell, and your mad at someone, where do you tell them to go??

5. How can sweet and sour sauce be sweet, and sour at the same time?

Take some time and think about it. Maybe stop and smell the roses. Life is crazy sometimes.

Only One Word Tag!

2008-10-06T20:41:00.000-07:00

Here are the rules: I have to answer the following questions with one word answers and one word only! Then I must pass it on to seven others. The questions are as follows:

1. Where is your cell phone? Desk
2. Where is your significant other? Near
3. Your hair color? Auburn
4. Your mother? Busy
5. Your father? Funny
6. Your favorite thing? Kids
7. Your dream last night? None
8. Your dream/goal? Weightloss
9. The room you're in? Bedroom
10. Your hobby? Scrapbooking
11. Your fear? Death
12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? Happy
13. Where were you last night? Time?
14. What you're not? Working
15. One of your wish-list items? House
16. Where you grew up? Utah
17. The last thing you did? Peed
18. What are you wearing? Clothes
19. Your TV? Silent
20. Your pet? Cats
21. Your computer? Friendly
22. Your mood? Content
23. Missing someone? No
24. Your car? Shitty
25. Something you're not wearing? Socks
26. Favorite store? Walmart
27. Your summer? HOT
28. Love someone? Lots
29. Your favorite color? Greens
30. When is the last time you laughed? Today
31. Last time you cried? Monthly

Xander has teeth.

2008-09-22T21:50:00.000-07:00

Yup you heard it right folks, he now has those drool covered pearly whites. WOOO HOOO FINALLY!!
Im sad he is growing so fast, but at the same time he has finally gotten over one of those horrible milestones for a little one and is finally oh so happy him again.
Hopefully I can get a good picture of those little chompers and post them. Love yall.

Re Decorating, Re Arranging, and Cleaning........Yuck!!

2008-09-22T21:41:00.000-07:00

So here I am on day 4 of Re Arranging the childrens rooms to hopefully get them to sleep better, and to accomodate my new roomate, and best friend Tina....Yuck totally, i hate that part it takes forever, especially when cleaning out the childrens closets full of toys, trash, and clothes. Talk about scary.
But I totally love the new rooms which then turns into RE DECORATING TIME!!! Thats the part I love.... finding new furniture to better fit the areas, and new things like curtains, rugs and lamps. So now here we are time to redecorate. Im so excited for tomorow.
So with the new rooms, comes happyness and peacefulness. Its AWSOME. The boys are now in a room together, and sam is in her own girly room with her aunt sleeping underneath her, and i do have to say the new transformation of things has come along well and the childrens adjustments hasnt been bad at all. Hopefully it will stay that way, if ya know what i mean with kids and stuff.
Anyway more for tomorow and hoping for good things.

On another note.

2008-08-19T09:33:00.000-07:00

Ya I know im on a roll with these posts today lol.
Anyways Im so excited my birthday is on Friday. I have the day off, and im feeling great. Ive lost a total of 35 pounds now, so im feeling great about myself. I have everything ive ever wanted, a house, a loving and hot husband, 3 beautiful children whom are my life, my friends are all starting to come back to town again so i have wonderful people to be around, a great job with more people i love, two of the cutest cats in the world and a soon to be 3rd and last baby kitten (she will be arriving on my birthday). What more could a girl ask for, for her birthday?? Nothing i am perfectly happy. Ty to everyone that i know and love for making me the person i am today, and for being there for me good or bad. I love you and wouldnt change a thing.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!

Turning Back Tuesday!

2008-08-19T09:14:00.000-07:00

Todays turning back tuesday is for my 3rd and possibly last baby xander aka "nanners".
I remember it like it was just 9months ago...... oh wait it was lol. Xander was born on October 29th, 2007 weighing 8lb 6oz. I went into the hospital to be induced at 5:00 (i was impatient and he was just taking too long) Motherly instinct I guess you could say, because he had a little trouble coming out, and the nurses couldnt figure out why. The did an internal heart moniter, and had me twist around (imagine this as you may, me doing this while still fat and very prego) So that the baby would drop with every contraction. He slowly came down and it was time to push. I pushed and by push #2 there was the head. The nurse said "stop stop, and dont even laugh". Well the dr. wasnt there yet and he was coming weather we liked it or not, cuz i had a contraction and the nurse had to deliver him. He came out grey, not breathing, and had the cord wrapped around his neck twice. Luckily they had breathing specialists that were allready there because they thought that he may have had a bowel movement. So they got him breathing again and he was perfect and healthy.
Xander got his nick name "Nanners" because he looooooves bannanas so much he refused all baby food when he got a taste of that. He is our cute fat teddy bear and we love him so much, and have been enjoying all the fun we have had so far watching him grow and learn.
WE LOVE YOU NANNERS OUR BABY SHINE.

Turning back Time Tuesday!!

2008-08-12T18:10:00.000-07:00

I got this idea from Erin (ty erin) Todays turning back time is a tribute to my little girl, she is 4 years old and will be 5 in November. I am so excited for her she will be going to Head Start Preschool on the 25th of August i am so excited for her. I think it will help her so much to be around other children her age and finally get to do what she has dreamed of which amazingly has been to sit at a desk and do homework lol. She is getting so big and growing so fast.
It has been so exciting to watch her grow from a baby to a little lady. I remember the day she was born like it was just yesterday, She came into this world on November 8, 2003. She was 6lb 6oz 21 inches long. I had all my favorite people with me, my mom, my best friend, and my grandma. It was amazing and one of the best days of my life. I love you baby girl, so much you are my princess for every and always my one and only.

A Day with Sean and Brenden

2008-08-10T10:10:00.001-07:00

Make a Smilebox scrapbook

The Memory Game!

2008-08-10T09:58:00.000-07:00

I thought this would be fun! I hope you'll play along! Here are the directions:1. As a comment on my blog, leave one memory that you and I had together. It doesn't matter if you've known me a long time or just a little while. Anything you remember!2. Next, re-post these instructions on your blog and see how many people leave a memory about you. It'll be funny to see the responses. If you leave a memory about me, I'll assume you're playing the game and I'll come to your blog and leave a memory I have about you. If you don't want to play on your blog or you don't have a blog, I'll leave my memory of you in my comments.

The Husband Tag

2008-07-31T19:00:00.000-07:00

1. What is his name? Gregory Lee Veazie the II

2. Who eats more? Totally me, He eats like a little birdy its sad.

3. Who said I love you first? Him, he is very confident, loving, and ewie gooey boy.

4. Who is taller? He is

5. Who is smarter? Him for sure, Im kinda a blonde when it comes to stuff, but im glad i have him around because he has taught me so much in life.

6. Who is more sensitive? Me, im such a hormonal girly lol.

7.Who does the laundry? Mostly me, but he helps me out, when he can.

8. Who sleeps on the right side of the bed? If your looking at our bed he does.

9. Who pays the bills? Me, he is no good and bill paying and remembering to do it, but he is a good money maker.

10. Who cooks more? Him, he likes to experiment.

11. What happened to question 11?? who knows......

12. Who is more stubborn? Thats a tuff one, it depends on what its about, but for the most part we are pretty equal, and we always talk about any problems.

13. Who is the first to admit they're wrong? Usually its an equal thing where both give hugs and kisses and say "sorry, I love you" We never go to bed mad Rule #1 in my house.

14. Who has more siblings? Him he has a brother and a sister.

15. Who wears the pants in the relationship? That's a toss up we are pretty equal surprisingly, I like to say we are each others better halves.

16. What do you like to do together? Play WOW with our friends, go to the water park with our babies, watch movies, but most of all be lazy together.

17. Who eats more sweets? Me, I love anything sweet and sugary.

18. Guilty pleasures? World of Warcraft lol. Its so addicting, but we love it. (ya i said we, but he does play more then me).

19. How did you meet? At Wendys he came into the resteraunt with a friend and we joked around.

20. Who asked who out first? You know it was kind of a mutual thing we were talking about our kids and the next thing ya knew it we were making plans to go on a date.

21. Who kissed who first? Ha Ha he kissed me, or i uh should say tried we were in walmart and he leaned in and i blew a raspberry on his lips and walked off lol he was sooooo mad. But then he tried again at the house and WOW..... there fireworks in the making.

22. Who proposed? He did, it was cute he had my daughter bring out the ring and give it to me then asked her if he could marry me.... It was so romantic.

23. His best features? His hazel eyes (I wanted kids with his eyes lol) and his personality, we are so alike its not even funny, I also like his build he is such a teddy bear mmm.... good.

24. What is his greatest quality? He has the most amazing personality, he is so layed back and funny, everyone loves him, and he is the best daddy and husband anyone could ask for he is so amazing I dont know where id be without him and I dont plan on finding out.

LOVE YOU BABY. LOVE YOUR BEANUTBUTTER LOL.

The Meaning of.....

2008-07-29T09:17:00.000-07:00

So I have been asked what does the name of my Cat Ka Ha mean?? Well i just recently found out that it means Striped Pajamas in Hawaii lol. She is a beautiful striped cat and we love her so much even if she is lazy lol.
Princess was named by samara her name is well .... self explanitory a little girls dream of naming something princess. Dont they always want to name something that? Silly girls. Anyways we love princes event though she is the mischevious one of the bunch, She is always in to trouble, but we love her.
Samaras name means protected by god I knew she was and always will be protected so the name just fits her little angelic face.
My name means Little Angel lol I just have to laugh everytime i hear it or say it. Do I really seem like a little angel?? or a Devil?? Who knows but it is what it is, and i like it that way. It has a deeper meaning if you know the story of how my life began you would know. But that can be for another day. Till then ta ta for now. (ttfn)

Pool Time

2008-06-25T16:56:00.000-07:00

So We finally got to buy a Real pool for the kids its great and we love it. We spend just about every night in it together. Its fun family fun and it wears the kids out, they are such little fishies and we usually have to drag them out of the pool, because they never want to leave the pool even if they are shivering they would rather swim and shiver then get out lol. Xander also loves the pool, he cried when we first put him in from the shock of being cold but when he got in the floaty he was happy as pie, kicken his feet and floating around he is a regular water bug now. Here are some photos of all the family fun we have had.

Our New Family Addition!

2008-06-05T19:29:00.001-07:00

So as you all know I have 3 beautifuly happy, healthy, wonderful children. I love them so much and I hope to give them everything they desire and spoil them rotten lol. I have always wanted a big family, and I hope to have one more baby one day, but for now I decided on a new kitten Her name is Princess and we love her she is fuzzy and soft and the best, most well behaved kitten. Then by some weird conicedence my mom loved her so much i decided to get her a new baby too, well that didnt work how I had planned so now I have two, not one, but now two beautiful new little girl kittens the new one is named Ka Ha, which zaiden has named ha ha lol. So above is a picture of the cute new little kittens the black one is princess and the black one is ka ha and we love them like our own spoiled little babies, I hope they love us as much as we love them cuz we enjoy every minute of having them.

Our Moab Trip!!

2008-06-05T19:16:00.001-07:00

So our trip to Moab was awsome i got to spend time with my best friend Jaquel. We went shopping and site seeing it was a blast here are some pictures of the Moab River, The water rock where we filled water bottles straight from the rock, The cute squirrel we saw at the park, and the VW Grave yard. It was sad to see all the dead bugs, but one day i will own one and it will not be a dead one thats for sure lol. Anyways it was the best first family trip ever and im glad we were able to do it. I miss my jaquely, but i will see her again soon hopefully, and i hope she had the best birthday ever.

Oh and it was a celebration for Greg and I second wedding anniversary so congrats to us. I hope we have many more to come I love him and my little family so much and wouldnt change it for the world.

Family Pic. Time.

2008-05-13T08:36:00.000-07:00

Our newest Family photo.

Our New House =)

2008-04-27T16:45:00.001-07:00

On March 22nd, 2008 we got the good news that we would be moving into a 3 bedroom town home. We are very happy here its a cute little (and i mean small 10 house) area. We are very at home here. My kids found wonderful friends to play with, and i found some great neighbors with a cute little one year old.
There have been alot of changes in our life recently some good, some neither bad or good (they helped us move on in a good way even though they seemed bad at the time). but we got through it all and are very happy with the way things are working out. Hopefully i will post some pics. of easter (we moved easter weekend lol) and the new house soon. Love ya all.

Zaiden is Two!!

2008-04-27T16:09:00.001-07:00

Zaiden just turned two on April 19,2008 We took him to the water park on main street and had a Cars Cupcake Cake it was so much fun, cool and relaxing for everyone. He got lots of toys and clothes it was a blast with family and friends to enjoy it with.

Samara and G. Grandpa also found a lovely lady bug while we were there i got fun pictures for the special day.

The water park is awsome zaiden and samara love to run and splash in the water, they also get to play with all the other kids have fun and make new friends its awsome place for parents and their kids to have fun.

Xander KeHew Veazie is Born!

2008-04-27T16:01:00.001-07:00

Yep i finally got my Halloween baby lol. He was born on October 29th, 2007. He had a ruff start, he was born with the cord wrapped around his neck, was grey and wasnt breathing. The doctor missed the whole thing. My nurse delivered the baby and if my contraction hadnt pushed him out and with the help of the breathing specialists he lived. I love him so much and he is the perfect addition to our family.

He is such a chill lay back and relaxed baby. He loves to sit in my lap and play on the computer. He is currently in that belly laugh, hold and explore stage. he is also learning to sit up, play and eating baby food now. He loves to smile and coo at whoever is talking to him. He is so much fun. The kids also enjoy having a new brother they love on him and kiss him to death. Samara is my little mommy and zaiden always wants to feed the baby and give him his binki they are such a big help to me. I love them all, and glad they are in my life every day.

Samara and Grandma Feilding

2007-10-15T14:50:00.000-07:00

Samara loves to go to grandma feildings house. She went there this weekend and came home with lots of goodies. She is always so happy and eager to go again. Im glad that she has them in her life to enjoy and have fun with. She always has a new adventure to tell when she gets home of all the fun things they did, and not to mention she always has something new to bring home.

Just in time for halloween!

2007-10-15T14:46:00.000-07:00

So the other day my husband took zaiden to the store with him. As they walked into the store zaidens eyes lit up and there sat some pumkins, so my husband walked him over and put him down to look at the pumkins so he could see what they were.
Soon they both came home and greg excited said "guess what zaidens new word is"...... "pumpkin". He says it so cute just like sam did when she first learned the word... it comes out like this punkin!

Well have a happy halloween!!

The Start of it all!

2007-10-05T08:16:00.000-07:00

Greg and i met on December 22nd, 2004. He came into my work with a friend, and it must have been fate. His friend and him were down from cedar and were supose to go across town to a pizza place and ended up at Wendys that day.

He ordered with a big grin and a shinning personality, as his friend and him stood before me i flashed him a smile and joked around with his friend and him. He then sat down to eat.

Before he left he handed me a business card with his name and number and told me he thought i had the best personality he had seen in a while and would like to meet with me.

I left work at 4:00 and gave him a call, wondering what this business of his was. He explained and we set up a meeting and soon began talking about our kids.

Well he came for our meeting and we had a blast. He brought a friend that happened to know my neighbor, we talked more then business and got to know more about each other. He then called to see how i felt about the business and soon started talking about dating..... We had the same thing in mind, Each other!!

We went on our first date on Dec. 23rd. I was on my way to get my daughter and he called and wanted to go to the movies, i was hesatante because my daughter being one did not sit still and i was still in wendys clothes, tired and worn out, and with little make up left lol. He insisted it was not and issue and i had to come he allready had my ticket. (he's always one step ahead of me lol). He instantanously fell in love with sam, and i think she loved him too. He didnt mind that she wanted only him, as he fed her candy canes and let her spit them out in his hand lol. He said it was the best date he had been on in a long time. I still think hes crazy.

For christmas he gave me a stuffed frog, and not knowing i collect them.... once again fate i think, either that or god had a plan for us.

Well i think you can figure the rest out. We have been together since even through the ups and downs, he puts up with my attitude, and has never given up on me and for that i am grateful for the wonderful man he is.

He is a wonderful husband and father and im glad to be having a family and spending the rest of my life with him and only him.

Xander Kehew

2007-10-05T08:07:00.000-07:00

Xander is due November 5th, 2007. I dont know mutch about him yet, except hes gonna be big, and he is very wiggly.

He started to show intrest in coming out by putting me in labor and giving us an early scare. But of course it was a false alarm. (which is okay because he was too early.)

Im hoping for a good labor and a happy healthy boy.

Zaiden James

2007-10-05T07:55:00.000-07:00

The first Prince to be born. He is our first little boy. Born on April 19th, 2006. He weighed 8lbs 15oz. He is our chunky butt. He came out chubby and round. He has had the biggest attitude and personality since we brought him home to meet his big sister.

Zaiden is the charmer (he must take after his dad lol). He can capture a woman or little girls heart with just a little grin and hello. He loves to laugh, play, be goofy and most of all show off.

He loves to have his picture taken at all times, it can stop him in his tracks whatever he may be doing. He always can makes us smile with all his weird faces and goofy personality, he is easy to entertain and just loves doing his own thing.

His sister and him are the best of friends, even with the occasional quarrel they are still closer then ever. His newest thing at the moment is kissing my belly and poking his soon to be brother xander.

Zaiden also has a one track mind he knows where hes going and what he is doing at all times and he knows how to tell you how it is, He has a little bit of a temper as he is entering his teribble twos but can still be the sweetest cuddliest boy.

Alot like his sister he is full of love, hugs and kisses too and knows how to show it.

I love watching him grow and blossom.

Samara Lorraine

2007-10-05T07:33:00.000-07:00

My one and only princess, and little girl. She is our first born, born on November 8th, 2003. She wighed 6lbs and 6oz, she was my tiny little tad pole we called her in my tummy.
She has been the light of my life since the day i brought her home from the hospital. We had a rough start, it was just her and I until we met the main man in our lives Greg. Samara is full of life and never stops, she also never stops talking lol. She has always kept me busy.
With a new brother on the way and Zaiden by her side she has been the biggest little helper, she always looks forward to a new day and whats going to happen next. Samara is always full of love and never stops showing it... I always get i love yous and lots of hugs and kisses.
She is also very eager to learn, i cant wait for her to go to school because i can see the wheels in her head turning with lots of questions and the desire to learn new things. She loves to color, draw, and paint.... she must get that from the Nichols side of the family. Samara also loves animals she has sutch a passion for them it makes me wonder if she will be involved with them as a profession when she is older. Her favorite toys are animals, and dora. Her latest fav. is the dora house her uncle wes got her its been 3 days of non stop fun for her lol.
Im so proud of my growing girl and only hope the best for her future.